I’m ready to talk to you again.
I’m ready to just put everything behind us.
I just don’t want it to be weird anymore, I want us to be friends again.
The reality is that I ruined it because I needed time to heal myself.
Now I think I waited too long and it feels like i’ve lost a friend.
Someone I could just talk to for hours and make me feel like I belonged in this world.
Except I needed time for myself, to make sure I was okay after the heartbreak and now that I’m okay I might have waited too long.